Tuesday, September 07, 2010
I have not slept well in several days. By that, I mean only a couple of hours each night and those have been fitful. I have had had 4 dreams in the past week that my children and/or I have been diagnosed with cancer. Throw in multiple conflicts, emotional spiraling, the loss of another one to cancer and that equals one very downtrodden person. Make that depressed. Never have I been so ready for Jesus to return. I am tired of life on this earth. I hate it. I have failed, continued to fail, and I never seem to move past the same cycle of failure. Retreat I must. No words of encouragement here. No signs of victory evident. No shouting off the rooftops. Just done.
Posted by kelseyad at 9:28 AM